Djibril Cisse knows he's let down QPR with his poor on-field discipline.
The French striker, signed from Lazio during the January transfer window, has already been dismissed twice during his brief Loftus Road career, against Wolves and Sunderland.
Cisse said: "I feel bad that I have let people down for being sent off twice.
"The first time I was angry because I was tackled badly. I have been hurt before in my career through tackles like that.
"We have got a really tough run-in to the end of the season, but I would actually prefer this. There are big, massive games. We want to win so much.
"I will be back for Tottenham and we then go to Manchester City, which will be hard, but you can't rule us out of winning that one."